So I never ended up getting my computer yesterday, due to the fact my mother let me down again. It funny, how when I was living there I always felt guilty for being mad at her, because she had that power over me. But now that I away and she doesn't I feel so strange being mad...like it is something not natural ( Read more... )

Well I'm back a school again, I'm actually trying to make friends, still no sucess. I don't think I meant to have friend yet...I'll make them over the year ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't had a computer for little over a week (10-11 days), I have to say I miss it alot more then I thought I would. I miss all of you. I for now at least i miss high school. I hate university! I feel so out of place. I think of it more as like a private school, where everyone is wearing uniforms and I'm wearing a bikini (but of course ( Read more... )

Slowly the world turns and the heart yearns for everything it cannot have. The gleaful memories of childhood drip away like crimson sweat drop by drop by drop. Half my life has gone astray and my feeble attempts do nothing more than a cockroach's last squirm before the boot has done its toll.

~Had sex-- $20 ( Read more... )

Best part of the day:

Splash Paddle Boat Wars [where you splash the person beside you in the boat, I won].

Or

Building a over the top sand castle.

"The Funeral Of Hearts ( Read more... )

I'm just that girl...nothing special or craved. I live in the world as a neutral being, to support others who will be great.

Angels and demons were circling above me ( Read more... )

Today is the day that I've been calling "Someday", because that someday is finally here.