I am having a hard time with this. I don't want a relationship but the idea of my ex moving on is a bit painful. Don't get me wrong I really truly want him to be happy and stuff. I guess I just want people to be after me? Its bizarre. I really want people to chase me but when one does I don't feel ready to move on with my life. I don't feel like I ( Read more... )

First of all, a lot of this has been coming at me for some time. I am angry. Mostly because I know these things to be real and true. I will not ever let someone question any of this again. I am never going to be a size zero, and I am okay with that. I like have curves and think that I am sexy just the way I am. However, I am losing weight my way ( Read more... )

~ Comment to this post and I will reply with 3 things I love about you ( Read more... )

it was my fault, and now i have to pay for it. hit a jeep which landed on its side. shes ok and im ok but both cars were totaled. rolling in my grandmothers van. neck hurts. scared there may be whip lash involved. unsure what i want to, but i know i dont feel like driving or learning or being social. i wish i could sleep for about a week without ( Read more... )

The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me. It will be about or tailored to those five lucky "victims ( Read more... )

I know this has been coming for some time. He is weak and not eating. I just wish I could take away all his pain. Death is such a finale, and I am not ready yet. He always seemed to recover but this time I know he is leaving us for good. My heart aches and I'm scared. I want to do something. I want to be active. I can't just sit wait around for him ( Read more... )

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you ( Read more... )

Watching you act that way is a bit like watching a car crash, I will not turn away. You think you can solve it through beer and heart ache. You are being a child. I will watch you wander away,and silence my opinion. It doesn't hurt as bad when you hide in this shell of an individual. I wish you luck on this journey and hope you return to me ( Read more... )

It is snowing. Not just a few flurries but a real snow storm. its beautiful and quiet and cold. we made a snow man and snow angels. honestly i wish it snowed more down here :) my world is content

1. Put your iTunes or Media Player on shuffle ( Read more... )