So, there are a lot of bitches out there.

Bitches put on this earth to ruin the lives of nice girls everywhere.

Bitches get everything they want all the time. I wish someone would put me in the room with some bitches----I would do some damage.

It's just not fair.

 So last night at RUF, I had probably the most painful thing happen. I talked to Stephen after the meeting and I heard truth that hurt really bad.

I am so frustrated. Basically, we talked about last night how everyone is running a race and has a trophy that they fix their eyes on. I found out that mine is marriage.

I do want to get married so badly. ( Read more... )

Hello dear friends.

Well, this morning at 8:00 I met with Stephen. I found out a lot of things about myself that I didn't know were there, which is always great. I always enjoy talking with him. I always learn so much when I talk to him. *throws confetti*

Speaking of talking...I really need to spend time with Jesus today. There are a lot of things I ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Yesterday was a dark day as you can tell. Yesterday morning was quite rough. I'm dealing with a lot of anger and frustration right now.

Yesterday in church I didn't take the Lord's Supper----Again was talking about how if you're a Christian and you have anger and unforgiveness in your heart towards someone, you're not in a good state to ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't want to live anymore

Do you ever just get tired of feeling alone? Of being alone?

I am. I am so sick of it.

I still haven't found a place to live next semester. It's such ********.

I HATE LONELINESS!!! I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!!!!

It's just so stupid and frustrating.

Jake makes me happy :-) He waited for me tonight when I came home.

So I'm very frustrated today. I don't really know why exactly. Well...actually I do, but I don't really want to say.

Anyways...

You know those people that get things and they don't even have to try to get them? It's like success flocks to them and sticks to them like glue. They make me sick.

I got to do a lot of driving today at work, which I am very ( Read more... )

So, my room mate found a cat outside of our apartment today. It's a boy and we named him Jake.

He's so cute! He talks to us all the time, meowing every minute. It sounds annoying, but he's like a little baby that wants to be held and comforted. Oh! I love him. He looks just like my cat Beezer from home.

So maybe today I'll write a song for Jake.

He ( Read more... )

LOL Upward Soccer---I saw it on a water bottle.

So, how is everyone? Yesterday was good. I can't think of anything too spectacular that happened. RUF was great as usual and I got to see many of my beautiful friends. *throws confetti*

So, this morning is going okay. Yep. Yeeeeeuuup.

Yep.

So I am definitely out of things to write about, so it's time for ( Read more... )

In the light of the sun...is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear, you look so lost. Eyes are red, tears are shed 
This world you must've crossed...you said..

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't ( Read more... )