Life is good.  =]  Who needs to post when you don't have to vent about something right?  lol  Well, I just figured I'd let everyone know that Life Is Good!... or should I say "home".  =P

Songs that explain my feelings well...

Unusual You - Britney Spears

Magic - Colbie Calliat (SP?)

Right when I think life couldn't get any worse and loose sight of ( Read more... )

I'm so tired right now I can't even keep my eyes open but I needed to type type type about my day....even if I was half asleep for most of it.  hehe ( Read more... )

I came home, William was playing the Plastation but jumped up when I walked in.  He had gotten brownies for me, taken a shower, shaved, lit a candle.... and then I told him we needed to just be friends.  How is it that after all he's put me through I still feel like the bad guy?  Maybe it's because I know how it feels to have your heart ripped out ( Read more... )

He broke the picture frame my brother got me from Peru.... I despise him right now.

How is it that even when someone wrongs me all the time and often I feel the need to keep trying?  Here is a list of things that I apparently do that piss these two people off so much.  I'll add in what the real story is under these accusations ( Read more... )

I was talking to a friend earlier tonight about how I'm so confused about what I want right now because my heart is being pulled in a different direction and how I can't stop my heart from feeling what it wants.  Then he told me that my heart will never lie to me and it reminded me of something I wrote a while back.  I wrote it about a year ago, ( Read more... )

About two weeks ago I broke up with William.  But after he saw that I didn't want anything to do with him and was tired of all his bullshit he started to sing a different tune.  At first it just pissed me off.  It was the same old same old I love you I didn't mean what I said I don't want to loose you bullshit.  Then he started to say that he was ( Read more... )

Today has been going okay.  We shall see how long that lasts since she is supposedly going to call him today and that usually crushes my spirits in every way yet he always thinks I freak out just cuz I hate her or am trying to control him/her or whatever.  I just don't know how to deal with him talking to her.  It's like I'm not good enough or ( Read more... )

Apparently, when you throw a dish towel at someone for screaming at you, you become a whore.... and why did I give him another chance?

Today?  It sucked... mostly.  I had actually written a huge post on how much it sucked.  Then my brother Jonathan called and that was nice.  =]  I love and miss him.  =[  Then before I had even hung up with Jonathan, William called from work to apologize for what went down in a fight we had gotten in earlier.  I know right?  *gasp!*  lol  So that ( Read more... )