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I wish my mum and sister would go to bed already.
I want to masturbate on the sofa Goddamn it. -
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I remember the first time you said "I love you, baby" and I blushed so fucking hard. Fuck, I miss you. -
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Apparently three years of therapy hasn't been able to stop me self-harming.
I was doing so fucking good; my scars were fading, I was able to shave without mutilating my body, I didn't feel the need to bleed in order to feel better. But now, it's all I can fucking think about. I am totally consumed by my reckless lifestyle. I don't really care though ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't eaten in about 46 hours and last night I cut (tore would be a more appropriate word if I'm being honest) my leg up pretty bad w/ my razor. It really made me feel better, even if I am limping a little now as a result.
I've never felt more alone in my entire life. -
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Is anybody I used to talk to still here?
I'm struggling. -
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I can't sleep.
I feel really suicidal.
I hate myself. -
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i can't even remember how many times i've tried to kill myself naow. i just know it involved a lot of paracetamol and blood. doctors think if i take any more paracetamol then my liver may stop working but i say bollocks to that -
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they think i'm bipolar
they think i'm out of control
i think i'm fat -
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most people went on holiday during the easter break. not me. i spent mines in hospital talking to physcologists, doctors, nurses, etc. my mom turned to me with tears in her eyes and said "one day you're going to do this again and go to hospital and they won't let you back out" -
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i hardly ever sleep and it is beginning to show