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Fun.... thats all i have got to say right now
I have never been so irritable as i have been this year and i don't understand why. When i try to understand it gets worse and i spazz out. Maybe its the lack of variaty in the people in my life. Maybe I'm lonely. Maybe i never wanted anyone to go away but didn't have the energy to keep up with them
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Spontanous Combustion...proceed with caution.
so you know those days when you have life altering stupid moments. please tell me that im not the only one who has done something so stupid and then lived to regret it. I mean come on if im that fucking quiet ask me whats up. dont just let it go. im looking for someone who is gonna look out for me even when i want to walk in front of a speeding bus ( Read more... ) -
I guess its been awhile since ive updated
This place blows. I ABSOULUTLY HATE IT HERE im lonely and bored and have spent more time with my parents then with friends. Its odd. I naturally am a loner so this shouldnt bug me but As everything that shouldnt even fucking phase me this place is just driving me up a motherfucking wall. I dont know whats going to make me happy. Driving my car into ( Read more... ) -
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so its now the middle of the summer. i really havent done much. i went camping and such for four days a few weeks ago. i sprained my ankle. fuck i dont know. im really fucking tired.
FuNkYliLpEnGuiN3 (7:35:54 PM): i can buy fireworks legally!
c0ncretedr3ams (7:36:09 PM): haha yeah you can
c0ncretedr3ams (7:36:17 PM): you can have legal sex too
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>.< another day
so yeah now that my parents have left me to my own devices until sometime thursday. im peaceful and at rest. haha which is nice. Im sitting here watching bones realizing that i need to buy bones and the first season of house. haha. im reallyyyyyyyyyyy fucking tired. i just slept for like 10 hours. haha i love this. -
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it doesnt matter anymore
i'm done
fuck it
no
i
cant
anymore.
fuck people. I feel like i cant trust anybody (proven again and again)
i want to dissappear.
fuck them
fuck knowing i was wrong
knowing that i shouldn't have believed them in the first place
again and again
ive been twisted around people's fingers
people took what they needed from me
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something ( a survey)
Something you wish your mother or father had warned you about:
nothing that they didnt try to
Something that's holding you back from acheiving your dreams:
my insecurities
Something you think you could win an award for:
eh i won something for my art
Something you fear more than anything:
losing people
Something you wish people would understand:
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been some of those days
so now that the paranoia has sorta passed i can at least try and figure out what the hell was going on
so now that im 2/3 done with my ap crap. one less thing on my plate.
what the hell is going on with some poeple. Prom was this past friday
You could have it all
promise me you'll never forget me because if i thought you would i'd never have left
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discovery of the day
my parents werent nearly as boring as they are now
they used to be alot like my group of friends
i am alot like how my mom was kinda like my dad too
except i dont threaten the nerds that i dont like with peices of pipe :-p (although somedays its really appealing)
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could you find it in your heart to make this go away
Ive been an emotional basketcase for the last 7 days like more so then usual and i have no good idea why. Ive been dealing with everything as it comes at me. but according to what ive been telling other people while not editing anything No i havent been dealign with anything and its hurting me now. I havent really been taking care of myself I want ( Read more... )