Like a jug of milk it appears as if the expiration date on this relationship has been set and we're getting closer and closer to coming to the point to part ways.  This is terrible, it's not what I want but she just can't seem to let go of the past and believe me that I'm fully committed to a bright and wonderful future together.  When I asked her ( Read more... )

I can’t sleep, I just had another discussion with Danielle and sure enough things are back where they were, or even worse than they were before.

This week wasn’t so bad, we went out with some coworkers on Wednesday night for Trivia and wow, things seemed amazing like back when we first started dating. There were lots of laughs and I know we both ( Read more... )

I can't even believe that it has been over six whole years since I have been on this website, a lot has happened since then.  I was still an undergraduate working towards my BS in Mechanical Engineering.  I think the reason why I quit writing in this journal was because I was actually happy with how life was going and that I was getting closer to ( Read more... )

I'm still alive... ;o

Yea so it's been a while since I've been online, after a fucking hastle in my living situation here in Pullman DiRK and I finally have our crib situated.  Well we moved out of out triplex on Larry st the Friday before school started, moved all that stuff over to Andi's basement.  DiRK and I finally went out searching for places to live later that ( Read more... )

I can't sleep.  Nothing too new or exciting about that.  I finished summer school on Friday and I will be moving into my new place later today, yea in about 8 hours or so.  I'm quite excited.  I was worried that the people there wouldn't move out until sometime after the 1st, they seemed like a bunch of free loaders.  Maybe they could sneak on by ( Read more... )

I can't say much has been different since my last post.  I have one more week of school left then I go home for about two and a half weeks to work.  I still haven't seen the good in the people that I've proclaimed as my friends.  The only one that has really been there for me is DiRK and he's 300 miles away.  I hate hit here in Pullman, I hate just ( Read more... )

Why are people so flakey?  I don't get it?  I try to be prompt and punctual for people but it seems that recently people have just been real shit latley.  I don't get it...

Well I finally found out what was making my other computer shit out on me, the monitor was shorting out in turn making the system restart and/or freeze during the Windows XP ( Read more... )

Well it has been a weird week.  I've had so many ups n downs kinda hard to keep track of everything.  So I think I found an old crush of mine recently.  And when I say old I mean 10 years ago.  This girl I had always liked and always thought of every now n then ever since the last time I'd seen her.  Yea I know sounds like the start to a chick ( Read more... )

it's 1:10 AM... I can't sleep at all. I hate this, I have the worst sleep pattern in the world. I am supposed to wake up in 5 hours and work out but I am not sure that I'll be up to it since I am still fkn awake now. I dunno I guess I'm just upset with things now. Not really sure why. Why now? Have things really been that bad this past week ( Read more... )