I've returned, and it appears that once again that a lot of things have been happening while I was gone. I won't disclose what has happened, but all of it can't be good. I hope I can help and will be allowed to try and resolve these matters. I'm only human and my mind has become numb with everything that has happened in these past couple days. Just ( Read more... )

As of March ninth '05 my Uncle Bobby passed away. I'm sad, but I realize that he's in a more bearable place than this world. For those that don't believe in Heaven or an after life, I don't know how you can possibly go to sleep and not have an idea of where you would go. I have so many things running through my head yet nothing at the same time. ( Read more... )

I thank all of you; Brandon, Jess, Lorie, Justine and those of whom I've spoken to in different communication. My faith has been tested many times and it's been stronger than it is now, but I never felt comfortable with talking with friends about it like I do now. I've had this weighing on my mind and I've been thinking a lot about Uncle Eddie and ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I had gone out to Chicago to see my Uncle Bob. He went to sleep just minutes before I got to see him. I 'hung out' with all of the family and they said that they're trying to get him into Northwestern hospital to start his cancer treatment (yeah, he was diagnosed with liver cancer.) I've been losing my faith in so much due to this. ( Read more... )

Life is alright at the moment, there are some exceptions to that sadly. I don't feel like explaining since my last post. On Friday (2/18) I just 'hung out' and played games for a while and then went to my best friend's (Dan) and watched The Karate Kid Part III, such fond memories of watching that movie as a child! Saturday I 'hung out' with Brandon ( Read more... )

Once again, life has been going quite well. I still don't drink all that much although I have all the resources to do so. I just felt like stating that in case someone might have been curious ( Read more... )

My day's have been nice. I've found things to do with my time which consists of comics and playing video games from time to time. I don't know why I ever stopped reading comics, but I feel that I've missed way too much. The current series' that I'm following are 'The Walking Dead', 'Batman Detective Comics', what's left of 'Toe Tags' and I'm going ( Read more... )

I've been on and off with being busy recently. In case someone was curious, my Christmas was great. It's amazing that when you get older you cherish family time more and more, with some exceptions of course. I 'hung out' with the Lawson's this year for Christmas Eve and had a good time drinking beer while talking to my relatives while listening to ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this terrible since hearing of my Uncle Eddie's passing. I've just received word that one of the most influential guitarist's that ever stepped foot on this earth was shot down by some psychotic drug enticed bastard shot him. The guitarist I speak of is none other than Dimebag Darrell. I'm still in awe of this. I have so much anger ( Read more... )

I have returned safely if anyone happened to wonder about such a thing. My break from everyones reality was a great thing for me. I finally received some closure on Curt's life (my 'grandfather') it took a while but I can now let go of the hatred for him. The next time I go down South I might go and see my great-grandmother (Curt's mother) seeing ( Read more... )