tomorrwo is the 23rd of october, which means at 1:03pm i will officially have become a legal adult. i've been waiting 18 years for this, 18 very very very long years. i'll finally be able to get the tattoos and peircings i want and buy cigarettes and buy porn and go to strip clubs....LEAGALLY! i can also vote for the next president, senators, ( Read more... )

i miss her so much right now....but i don't know if i can trust her, thats the problem. everytime i see her i want to die. its hard for me to live right now...and the situation with my uncle didn't help any either. everytime i get nervous i start rubbing the finger her ring used to be on cuz it would usually calm me down but its not there nemore... ( Read more... )

my dad is flying out to miami tomorrow morning....he's gonna help take care of my uncle stephen cuz i just found out that he has a tumor on his broan stem and the surgery has a 50% chance of killing him....this week has just been the worst. i'm just hoping my uncle makes it cuz i would like him to see me graduate from high school....he's really ( Read more... )

i told you not to talk to neone about it but u didn't listen.....and now u've lost me forever. i trusted you with my heart.....but now i can't trust nebody nemore....you've lied to me. and breaking up through a note? i didn't think u'd go that low but u proved me wrong.....have a nice life. i've lost all respect i had for you ( Read more... )

my rents left yesterday morning for chicago and won't be back until monday.....score!!! only thing is, she's having her friend lisa stay at night so that ruined my plans to have andi and laura over last night so i could get high....my friend jessi had even bought me a white owl cigar that i was saving for the occasion. i was able to see brooke tho ( Read more... )

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i know its been a while since i last updated but there's really nothing new happening. i ordered my ring today and should be getting it around my birthday...I DON'T WANT NETHING FOR MY B-DAY BROOKE!!!!!I MEAN IT!!!!
i really don't want nething for my b-day...i have brooke and she's all i need. no lie....