brooke was over last night...we were supposed to watch the excorsist cuz she hasn't seen it but i think we only watched a sum total of 10 minutes of the movie. i didn't mind...i was preoccupied neways. she told me that i left bruises on her stomach and her arms. i didn't think i bit that hard, but apparently i did. oops! she liked it neways...u ( Read more... )

felt like updating my journal before i had to leave for school...i was gonna do it yesterday but my dad had grounded me from the computer and the phone for going into his room to take back my lighter. i payed for the damn lighter! he shouldn't take things that i payed for away from me...i'm sure he wouldn't appreciate me taking taking away his dvd ( Read more... )

been a while since the last update....well i got my braces off last wednesday. u don't know how good that felt to not have metal scrathing up the insides of my mouth. best day of my summer...unfortunately i got my retainer today...its been bugging me all afternoon. the glued the bottom one to my teeth but it feels wierd cuz its on the back of them ( Read more... )

gods i love her so much....i just wanna be with her forever. i know i'm still young but i've truly never felt this way b4. i've only told one other person that but she was always pressuring me about shit like that. brooke hasn't and thats what i love about her. she doesn't pressure me into nething...i'm seriously thinking of asking her to marry ( Read more... )

[Basics...Identify + Describe Your:]Name::Alex Birth Date and Time::10/23/86, 1:13pm...i think Birth Location::houston,tx Physical Appearance::pretty masculine for a grl Mental Disposition::bipolar, borderline personality, etc... Employment Status::kidsitting Relationship Status::in love and taken...happily might i add Religious Standing::pagan... ( Read more... )

EmotionAre you in love?:oh yeah What emotion do you feel most often?:depressed What's your favorite emotion?:haven't decided yet..there's too many of them Least favorite?:mania Are you suicidal?:most definitely Would you say that you're emotionally balanced?:absolutely not Ethical principalsDo you believe in destiny?:nope Do you believe in fate, or ( Read more... )

its been a while since i wrote in my journal... a lot has happenned since my last entry. new therapist, new hair cut (more like a new buzz cut), and a new band...well sort of. i got tired of my old hair so i took the buzzer and shaved it all off...now its a half inch long. my parents were pretty pissed but i'm not grounded so thats pretty good. my ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here at home when i should be at prom with brooke...my mother decided that my grades weren't "up to par", so she decided i couldn't go. bullshit, my dad was ready to let me go to prom b4 she got to him....grrr ( Read more... )

today is so 4/20.....only wish i coould participate but my therapist feels he needs to give me a drug test. i haven't given him ne reason to suspect i'm on drugs....he's just a dumb ass

IT'S 4/20...IT'S 4/20...IT'S 4/20...IT'S 4/20...IT'S 4/20...IT'S 4/20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got really really bored...i still have a while b4 leaving for school...damnit