her mom so knows about us...but she's totally fine with it and she still loves me...i can't believe it. its completely awesome...she wants to take us, chris and maybe anna to the drive in sometime...can't wait, can't wait. yeah i so went to charlotte today with culinary arts to look at a college...it was ok cuz jackie and nicole were there but ( Read more... )

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its been a tough day...i came home from school and went to sleep...i didn't even bother looking at what hw i had. i've been relly exhausted this week and i don't know y. brooke has told me that she's gonna make me want kids...joy. i actually have absolutely no patience for little kids and i can only imagine what it would be like when they reach ( Read more... )

i am so tired right now...its hard for me to think straight nemore racing constantly stop but its so meds on't work nemore zoloft is shit. i just want to get thru this suicide crosses my but i won't go thru so much more to live i love her too much to leave...thank higher power i get to see her soon cuz keeps me here ...my family helps sane as long ( Read more... )

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just got back from church....parents decided not to take us....wish they would have decided earlier cuz then i could have gone to the movies with brooke. i wanna be with her right now more than ever. she's all i can think about when i'm away from her...i can't even concentrate on nething for more than 5 minutes without thinking of brooke. i wish ( Read more... )

went over to brooke's last night...i was gonna teach her to play guitar but we didn't get that far. we went outside to take a break cuz i needed a ciggarette...my dad is making me quit but so far it hasn't worked. she showed me where terrence lives. i wanted to go over there and rip his spine outta his ass but brooke stopped me. he better leave ( Read more... )