Hey guys I know it has been a super long time since I have wrote in this thing but any way. Things r pretty good actually I am very happy with my boo!!!! And i started my new job about 3 weeks ago so far its ok sum people are total ass holes but other are hilarious and kewl like Carrie Glass I luv u gurl! Not much has been going on lately lots of ( Read more... )

I don't know why I am writing in this journal right now I feel so hopeless and worried about EVERYTHING. A lot has been going on lately and nothing has seemed to make me happier than to talk to that special person that has been there for me for years not just some stupid boy that I just started talking to I honestly mean my best friend, they have ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning and ran 2 Inverness w/ my g-ma and her friend...went "junking" lol and then out to eat and Wal-Mart. I had a pretty interesting experience at Rancho's(the restaurant) of course all the people who worked there spoke like nothing but spanish so u know i had 2 break out the lil bit that I know!!! So when our weirdo but young and ( Read more... )

Welp im feeling better!!!!
Tomrrow night im suppose to hang out with Court n Jessica...finally i get 2 c muh B.F.!!!!!!! LUV YA GURLIE!!! Well I had an ok day at school..so many test 2 study for 2nite..phheww!!! I guess I better get on it then.
toodles

Wow i feel like the few people that were there for me are leaving. I dont feel like they have time for me anymore or sumthin.

The Lonliness is a bitch

It's KILLING me

So..... Last me n Carrie went 2 the kathleen/lg game...k-leen won..lol..! When I got home I went 2 Brian's i thought we were just gonna hang out but well it was jus really weird and awkward, so that didn't happen i jus talked to beth n his mom...kinda sad about that..but o well! Well today i cleaned the rents cars,i kno im such a good daughter! But ( Read more... )

Well life has been super boring lately...school sucks...Didn't hang out with anybody this weekend. Went 2 go c muh g-pa fer his birthday, he ended up having a mini stroke that day and again at the hospital that night, my mom stayed there and she just got home 2night, im happy shes home now. Hopefully this weekend i will actually do somthing ( Read more... )

Have updated in ferever..I guess I just really haven't felt like explaining things and i thought this whole journal thing was getting stupid..lol..but anyway I'm over that now and I'm not going to dwell on the past..and the stupid ass decisions i made (including people I chose to talk to)!!!Well last night was pretty fun. Carrie came over and then ( Read more... )

I want to go back.
I want change.
I need change.
I want things to be the way I want them to be.
I want to start over.
I want to erase the past.
I want to be happy when I wake up every morning.
I want a reason to wake up every morning.
I'm tired of this.
I want to be done with this.
I thought things would turn out for once.
I thought wrong.

Well we got back yesterday....for the most part it was fun, got a lot of sun! We all went 2 Steak N' Shake last night then I spent the night across the street @ my g-mas friends with Alyssa the lil gurl that went with us 2 the beach n her fine ass uncle(the hott boy i talked about at the truck show awhile back) we just watched sum movies then went ( Read more... )