I no longer fool myself. Eternity for my soul was very short indeed. But to me time is an undying enemy. No matter how much you put behind you, there is always more. I think eternity is the cruelest joke of all ( Read more... )

Love. Everybody wants it. Lucky ones get it. Some live forever without it. I thrive for it. The feeling of companionship and warmth. Knowing that at any time you can just pick up the phone and call that one person and those small three words would make it all better. They say you know you love somebody when you can't stop thinking about them. I say ( Read more... )

The days are closing in. The time left for freedom and relaxtion are shortening as i type this. That i will attempt to not think about. So many thoughts. So many feelings. Betrayal. I despise that who made that act. For that word has hurt me so. I think now of those who have hurt me and effected me. Many have, countless numbers. Though none will be ( Read more... )

If there were a zipper on my lips i'd keep them sealed forever. never letting the words or feelings out. Preventing the hurt, the lies, the angry. My words can be cold, conforting, or just confusing. I've only been a bother with my words and stupid comments. I was better before learning to speak isn't that when my family took all the happy photos. ( Read more... )

In just a few days i'll be sent back to that hell. How I'm angry to be forced to go back, yet not sure what troubles me more the anger of it or...fear. The memories so clear still. The rejection, the hurtful words, the lies, it was all so fake like a plastic barbie. All those words wasted. Wasted on pretending. I only pray now that this will be ( Read more... )

Boy: I need some1 to talk to ( Read more... )

It is a fact that the human heart differs from aall other species. While it functions to the body is that same of all animals, it's participation with the human soul is both rhapsidoic and fatal. i find myself at odds with my own heart longing and at the same time despising myslef for longing. For i know what sort of man I love, and if I once ( Read more... )

hold me. Stay with me. Say the things you used to say that made everything allright. Take away the time and the hurt and the mistakes ( Read more... )

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
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Somewhere there's speaking ( Read more... )