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I cry for those feelings now almost enough to give in to "him" to feel the warmth of arms around me again and a full whole heart. I wonder how much longer i can take this how much longer i can sleep with some of these thoughts and how much longer i'll have to wait for the phone conversations. What I'd do for that again those late nights. Now all ( Read more... )

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Mellow day for me today, I didn't do anything special but i had a horrible dream it's real foggy in my mind but i know it was horrible. I really hate myself right now for so many different reasons and if i could i would just run away and go somewhere i could just start over, no lies, no faking it, i would do what i should have done all these years ( Read more... )

form action='http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074732791' method='POST'>How you really say "I love you." by lenatheravenName...believe in true love?yesnoI wish I didI wish I didn'tmost definitelynot until someone proved it to meYour hands sayWith me, you'll never ( Read more... )

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i was going to close this thing but i decided not to anyways heres something mike sent me which i found very funny ( Read more... )

Part Passionate Kisser


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*sigh* sheesh i hate myself sometimes. i mean all i've got to live for is the fake happiness with the fake smiles and fake laughs i've almost fooled myself with. Yet the more i want to stop faking it have become to natural now it's like i'm used to holding everything inside so its become easy to fake it and yet i beat myself up for it later ever ( Read more... )