Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

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You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.

You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.

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I'm at the pseudo-in-laws' place. Finally decided I've just GOT TO FUCKING FINISH MY RESUME!!!! Oi. A&W just makes my fucking soul bleed too much. I seriously don't know how much longer I can take it there because of how it drains me and keeps me here, in the dirt and grease, making me feel like life isn't worth much and neither am I. Not a good ( Read more... )

It's day one of two off for me. I decided I'd bite the bullet and call sammy's parents and see if they'd let me do some laundry. Just my luck I got the answering machine so I ended up talking to that and then Sam's ma (Lorna) called me back and said that "yes" it was okay if I came over and washed some clothes. With that in mind I told her I'd be ( Read more... )

Here I am again at my new spot for internet access and good food, Sammy's parents' place, and here I am alone for a moment to type out what's been going on lately. For myself mostly, but also for anyone else that cares ( Read more... )

Instead of letting myself feel this weird choked and alone feeling I'm going to turn it into something else, I'm going to get up right after this and walk home and conduct my thoughts as I would if I wasn't always worrying about him and how he felt (and how he makes me feel and how i feel i can't touch him).

I'm going now.

I had a dream this morning that made me feel really hopeless and more stressed out feeling than I usually am awake. When sleep can no longer comfort you then I guess you realize you have to wake up, huh ( Read more... )

It's already basically four in the morning. Tonight is our last night at Sammy's parents' place and I'm kind of disappointed that Sam left some of his house sitting duties to the last minute. It's strange, but I don't want his slackerliness to reflect on me in the eyes of his parents. Whatever, though. He put all the dishes in the dishwasher and ( Read more... )

Today is my last day off and probably my second last day staying at Sammy's parents' place. We slept in quite late for us lately today (1:30), but hell, we didn't actually crash out until about three-thirty or four this morning. I think I'm going to use the fact that I'm on this Dilantin stuff to give myself an excuse to see how long I can go ( Read more... )

I think I'm realizing I need to find more value within myself and my solitude. I think the reason why I haven't been able to really be happy to be within myself is I've never cultivated my ways to be as I want them to be. I can do whatever I want and yet a lot of times I just forfeit and end up doing nothing. This is why I can't respect myself to ( Read more... )