he dumped me and started dating some chick in texas ans didn't tell me about it. so for two months i was single and didn't know it, worrting myself with thoughts that something may have happened to him seeing as how he is in Iraq. Crying every single time i imagined something bad happened to him, knowing that if he was killed the only way I would ( Read more... )

everything is so weird, i dunno how to explain it and i won't on this. i been doin lots of stupid shit lately like drinkin until i nearly throw up but i know when to quit and not being able to sleep or eat and all that good stuff. like i know why but i don't understand it. i guess cuz i've never been through shit like this. its hard. i mean when ( Read more... )

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went to carolina wings with patrick and his family wow they're really funny. so today is possibly the last day i'll see him for 14 weeks. told me he'd call me bt seeing as how he hadn't i figure he's out with nick or his dad or some good shit like that but any ways that's about it i love you a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot ( Read more... )

lately i've been under a lot of stress and i talked to my mom about it. i don't at all like what she said though i know she's write i don't know what to do and i'm very confussed but i'll have to live with that for now.

ok so i made this for only patrick to see and i hope he is the only one can read this.

As ya'll know patrick and i were together all day yesterday. we took a shower together and i washed his hair. he got in a fight with a fat ass named chris sandor who i personally don't care for either way so ya. ummmmmmmm so i also went to the bowling alley and patrick doesn't look hurt or bad in any way at all but anyways thats all for now.

at patrick's............fucking................again...............as usual.........i'm just fucking............yep didn't feel like going to school today so you fuckers are there and i'm on a 3 day weekend! SO FUCK YA'LL.........no really but ummmm yes yeah ya yah yep yeppers uuuhu and w/e

today i had a very tiring day........... tired i was..............yes. um watched miracle worker in first block. slept in second block when i was suppose to be filling in worksheets but got all the answers in the end. in third block we had an army national guard tell us about physical fitness..... ya my dumb ass fell asleep so he bugged me a bit it ( Read more... )

yay yay yay yay........... i got the one with the smarts and bravory....... the special hero uses me as his whore! couldn't get any luckier than that BIOTCH