Ha, megan, Ha. After listening to the Today show I can now argue that fact that you think I am a stalker. I admit I had my dowts but now I don't.(stalker advoid direct confertation) First off I want a convertation with you.(stalkers want to domantate their prey) I want a no holds bar fight with you face to face. Maybe I could work out the fustation ( Read more... )

Have you ever just needed someone to hold, someone to cry on,someone just to love. It seems like everytime I find someone I really like or really love I either lose them or they are already taken. I screwed up my relationship with megan. Who I love more then anything in the world. There's keely who is engaged. Who I really like. And then there are ( Read more... )

I have been dreaming alot about Megan this week. But none of the dreams effected me more then last nights. At the end I asked her for one final time if we could work on being friend again. She got mad at me because in her veiw I just didn't understand why she wanted nothing more to do with me. I told her that I did understand but I had to ask for ( Read more... )

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Ok last week was hell for me. It started out with me getting a massive infection in one of my teeth. I lost the tooth but not before going through 4 days of pain like you would never beleive. Mom was hospitalized wednseday and my bank account went about a hundred dollars in the hole. Well today things took a major turn for the better. Mom was ( Read more... )

I am in a really bad depression. I am not blaming george but he started me down this road with the last conversation we had online. (no this isn't about megan) I miss having doug and the others around to hang out with, go places with, and play games topgether (video games, Dn...). Then I had one hell of a bad week end at work only to find out today ( Read more... )

I have to be mentally ill. The reason I say this is how I felt this morning and what cause me to feel like that. So here I go. Last night I dreamt of Megan. In my dream We talk and hang out like we use to. We where friends again and everything was all right once again in the world. When I woke up I knew everything was a dream but I still felt very ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I just sat and typed what is going on and how I am doing. So here I go. I am still working at Boston Market like a dog. Right now I am opening the store. Still haven't gone up to TCC to re-enroll but hoping to do so soon. I have been really bored latly with nothing but video games to play and books to read. I really miss hang ( Read more... )

I was going through blogs of people I use to know earlier this week. I saw that a person I use to know was getting married. So with great hesitation I wrote her a congrats message. She is the best friend of megan who really doesn't like me right now. Megan hates my guts and thinks I am a stalker/sexual predator. Just because she believes a ( Read more... )

I have been In a weird mood latly. I think it is because I am lonly. However I said some things that where inapropriate to a friend and I am sorry. Like usual I didn’t think and said something not once but twice before I thought about it. I typed the first thought that came into my head. I usual do better and I don’t try to press my feeling on to ( Read more... )