my darling Vicious christina, I have so much empathy adn love for you right now.. I know what its like to lose a dear friend to suicide and accidental death.. I feel your pain, im here for you. just poke me, i swear ill come.
and i cant help but notice that his birthday is the same (year adn everything) as alix's.... the day after kurdt killed himself in '94... im afraid alix is gonna take the easy way out too.. that birthday is a bad omen. but sewwtie darling im so so so so so so sooo sorry my girly. I feel for you, and I looooove you <3
Awwwww. Im so so sorry. I know what its like to have somebody that close to you commited suicide. Its horrible. The feeling you get when you first find out. Than when it actully hits you. like a day or two later. Its the worst feeling in the world.Nobody should ever have to feel that. I feel so bad for you.He was so beautiful If you ever need to talk im always here for you.I hope you feel better <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
I hate people for feeling there's nothing else to do but leave. Fuck. But thank you.. I've always been meaning to add you somewhere. *goes and does it*
i just got no words... i feel sorry for you christina. you must go on.. maybe i dont know you that much.. but i only know that you are one of the most intelligent and strong humanbeing i ever know... im just imagining if lost a person that i loved so much.. Shit im sorry really.... I.S...
Oh honey:( God that sucks. I know exaclty how you a guy I cared alot about named Lee killed himself his senior year of high school which was a couple years after I graduated. It hurt so bad. I still miss him so much. Your friend looked so sweet and young. Im really sorry:(
I'm glad I cheer you up;) Lee was a freshman who always wanted me to go out with him and I always said no. Then I saw him summer of his senior year all hot and buff and my mouth just dropped, but I had a b/f. I heard he asked about me right before he did it....always made me wonder what if. When I heard what happened I couldnt stop crying.
I'm quite glad myself. :prebl_tcmSeptember 26 2004, 22:14:33 UTC
I had the same thing once, almost the exact same thing. This guy kept asking me out, i knew him quite well. But he was a year younger so i didn't bother. Then i heard he got a g/f actually. She cheated on him ect. Just treated him shitty. Two months after they broke up he committed suicide. So i wonder if i would've..he could've been alive?
Oh and one other thing, one day before he did it, he IM'd me i didn't answer i was doing some school work. It just made me so sad. i might have talked him out of it.. *sigh* regret is a horrible thing.
I can't say how sorry I am for your loss. It always makes you think... when things like this happens...
I knew a guy one time. I just wanted to be friends with him but he wanted more. After I refused to think of him as more than 'just' a friend, he got mad at me and a couple of months later killed himslef. Slit his wrists. His sister found him ---
We weren't very close friends but still... it makes me sad.
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and i cant help but notice that his birthday is the same (year adn everything) as alix's.... the day after kurdt killed himself in '94... im afraid alix is gonna take the easy way out too.. that birthday is a bad omen. but sewwtie darling im so so so so so so sooo sorry my girly. I feel for you, and I looooove you <3
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It's a cursed day. Or well every day close to it. Look at Erics Barfday. *sniffle*
I loove you so fucking much, thank you.
Think i'll just talk to you on msn though. *smile*
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I'm still in somewhat denial though.
I hate people for feeling there's nothing else to do but leave. Fuck.
But thank you.. I've always been meaning to add you somewhere. *goes and does it*
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you must go on.. maybe i dont know you that much.. but i only know that you are one of the most intelligent and strong humanbeing i ever know...
im just imagining if lost a person that i loved so much.. Shit im sorry really.... I.S...
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Cheke, your still an asshole though.
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Thanks though, you always cheer me up for some reason, *shrug*.
*hugs even more*
Hug maniac?
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Oh and one other thing, one day before he did it, he IM'd me i didn't answer i was doing some school work. It just made me so sad. i might have talked him out of it.. *sigh* regret is a horrible thing.
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I knew a guy one time. I just wanted to be friends with him but he wanted more. After I refused to think of him as more than 'just' a friend, he got mad at me and a couple of months later killed himslef. Slit his wrists. His sister found him ---
We weren't very close friends but still... it makes me sad.
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Moving on.. I think its really stupid on their behalf to committ suicide over boyfriends/girlfriends..it seems such a waste.. *sigh*
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