a clown puts on his makeup upside down, so he wears a smile even when he wears a frown...you may think im here when you put me down, but really im on the other side of town.

I lie in an early bed, thinking late thoughts ( Read more... )

i had this dream ( Read more... )

i need to learn to move on.

the night before graduation im in a horrible mood cause of stupid people and my stupid uncontrollable emotions.

fuckin a.

i cant even bring myself to speak in a semi-eloquent manner.

i dont do the profanity thing anymore...
but out it came.

i HATE this.

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so im sitting in ms knights room, killing time between acts for the Understudy run on sunday ( Read more... )

i got into James Madison!
(which if you didnt know is my 1st choice school)

YAY :-) :-D

class of 2011 here i come!

only 51 more school days.
:-)

i am IN LOVE with my good mood

i have had an AWESOME weekend
and i wouldnt have changed it for the world

he missed me.
i feel like i wasnt forgotten
and it makes me happy :-)
ridiculously happy
i cant stop smilling and goofing off and such.
i feel like a giddy little 5th grader
and i love it!!!

i hope this lasts :-)

i know some pretty big assholes

and right now they are making my life harder.

fuck it.

now i wanna shoot steph and her boyfriend.

thats nothing new.