about two weeks ago, a girl i work with lost her recently ex boyfriend when he took his own life. later that week another coworker's family had to decide whether or not to keep her mother in law on life support. monday jessica's house caught fire. tuesday morning a very good friend of mine took his life. my heart is so numb. ive never been so ( Read more... )

i am trying to bring the beehive back. please do not misunderstand. i am anti amy winehouse. i just love big hair.

im supposed to be moving tomorrow. but, thanks to the ice/snow/rain storm i get to sleep in. hollerrrzz ( Read more... )

i just read through some of my old entries and i have come to one conclussion ( Read more... )

im tired of worry.
im tired of thinking.

many things in my life are making me happy right now.
-my bff of all time is going to move to ohio and be my roommate
-my room is clean
-windsor pilates came in the mail today
and above all:
-i got margot today.


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dear summer ( Read more... )

there is a china man dwelling in my stomach. i would very much like him to leave.

ps. i am lame.

there is an uneasy feeling in my heart. and i dont know why. i am missing someone that i should not be missing at all.