I don't know what just happened, I don't know what I just did. Part of me thinks it was incredibly stupid the other part thinks it was justified. I just cried, scratch that, am crying the hardest I have ever cried in my life. So hard that I threw up, half wishing I could purge my pain out of me. I still don't get it, I don't understand how he could ( Read more... )

Your Deadly Sins

Lust: 100%

Sloth: 80%

Wrath: 60%

Envy: 40%

Greed: 40%

Pride: 40%

Gluttony: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 51%

You'll die from overexertion. *wink*

How Sinful Are You?

So I have a high sex drive!

You are not the person I thought you were, perhaps this is why I'm "mad". I'm not "mad" I'm heartbroken, my best friend did things that I couldn't even imagine he could do. No matter how small or stupid it is. My best friend is obviously not the person I thought he was. Our perfect amazing friendship finally gets a reality check. He held stuff back ( Read more... )

I'm apologizing to everyone I didn't get to see when I went back to TN. I was only there for three days, and during those three days there was so much drama and bullshit that I probably wont be back for a long time. It's really funny how I went out there to relax and get away from all of the drama and bullshit in utah to find more drama and ( Read more... )

I don't understand why every one has to be beautiful. Why can't people just be. Why do we have to write the most beautiful things and draw the most beautiful drawing, take the most beautiful pictures, have the most beautiful thoughts, as if we have some sort of eternal competition between our selves and the rest of the world. Everyone should just ( Read more... )

I was supposed to die today, it would have been easier if I had. She said it was today, before 12 but I just found my self sitting in the same spot, at the same job. All of these old feelings I thought I surpressed are rising, this is not a good thing. I need to get out, am I going home? My eyes well with tears and I glace at the silverware drawer ( Read more... )

Star Wars was amazing! I saw the first viewing for free, and it was truly breath taking! The entire experience was amazing! There was this very strange fellow there who was obviously drunk off his ass, he was singing a beautiful song for us, it went something like this "Yoda yo yo yo yo yoda!" to the tune of "lola"! I shit you not it was hilarious ( Read more... )

I've been really depressed lately, mostly because I feel like I'm 30 as I have already posted. I think I find my self racing through life, the past few months have been a blur nothing stands out, there's the occasional "I got drunk and funny stuff happened". But there's nothing beautiful. I guess I can explain better, when I was younger I would ( Read more... )

Hello, thought I would update...just because. I really don't think anyone reads these, I just think they're mostly for my benifit and I'm ok with that. Lets see what's up with me, I'm in my own apartment, I just bought a sweet car, and I just got promoted at work. That really about sums it up *shrugs*. It's really weird to hang out with kids my own ( Read more... )

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