I had about 10 beers or so yesterday. Surprisingly I feel like doing the same thing today. It was kind of a weird night.
I hate information.
Maybe one day or another I'll hear all the information I have ever wanted to hear.
But to get thru that I'll need to hear all the information that kills me inside.

"I've had enough of this. No more pain to ( Read more... )

Sitting here and watching,
I feel my empty arms go numb.
They no longer exist.
I've given them away, but they're not being used.
I am not ever going to ask for them back, and I hope to death that I never have to...

If I could do anything to make a friend's pain stop, I would.
It's just a matter of knowing what to do or say....
Or not knowing what to do or say.

Shit, I'm sorry.

I went to a psychic at the fair tonite.
I don't wanna get into everything.
But basically she left out names, and told me places, dates and situations.
Referred to things that I say and do all the time.
I am pretty much freaking out.
Now I have to think because I totally believe in that shit to start with.
I need sleep after last nite's bender.

I was working my late shift as usual last nite ( Read more... )

"It hurts.
Stabbing Deep
The Blade Turns
Everything in me seeps

No comfort
No relief
It all comes forth
No shield, No sword, No sheath.

When will I be able to cry out?
When will I ask for help?
When will I be able to let out a piercing shout?
When will I let out a painful yelp?I want to let out a bloodcurdling yell ( Read more... )

"Childish, but it's all my fault...." - One Intent

I wonder why it's so easy for me to be angry all the time for no reason ( Read more... )

All I can think of is everything that I am not and everything I don't have ( Read more... )

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