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sometimes when it's late, i drive like a maniac with nothing to lose. rev the engine, like it might jump start something in me that i can't reach except through the desire to ______. i speed down the curviest roads, taking up as much space as i can

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love is in the earliest morning air.

[ex_shameless625]

train tracks and train stations haunt my day & night dreams. not in a frightening way, though, just in that i long to be the vagabond, the runaway, the girl who can never stay.

tell me more about your fears. tell me how you're going to conquer them, because i know you can.

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i almost latched on to that train, to see how far i could get.

trains make feel excited and terrified. i just dont know why.

[viscera_lace]

"i did not throw the car in reverse like i wanted to. i just let myself feel the motion, the air."

oh, baby.. i know what those times feel like-
"don't act like there's no tomorrow, you should use that pain and sorrow to fill you up with power, life's both sweet and sour"
but you can acknowledge what's there, accept or change it and get beyond it; i know you can.

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you are very wise, nessa. you have such a wisdom about you.

sometimes i think i was meant for something else, something other than what im doing. but these feelings pass and more often than not, im ok.

driving fast at 2am on empty roads is something that i live for.

<3

[saltwater]

we went up to the freeway last night, to stand too close to the roadline and feel the sixty five miles an hour six inches from our faces. and even though it was almost midnight there were so many cars and we just looked at each other, waiting for someone to run across or lie down. i don't know what it means or why we do it, but in the end we always go home. it feels like what you described, everyday, all the time. hope things get clearer for you, better.

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but in the end we always go home

i think what i need is to feel home where ever i am.

thank you, i hope things get clearer for you too.

[chaosexiguus]