too many long hours, no real time off, switching from shakespeare on stage to horror on film, i'm having trouble sleeping even though im completely drained, i dont eat much but what i do is total crap. i felt awful today.
people look at me differently when i dont smile, like they are horribly disappointed in
to coast into the hearts of people who listen, to tell them that life is to live, that love is there, that nothing is a promise, but that beauty exists
i am settling in here now, finding my space and my quiet time. my endurance, and excitement for this year. this year when everything will shift, not change, but move from one thing to the next
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