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Mar 14, 2005 22:21

this whole thing is killing me.

too many long hours, no real time off, switching from shakespeare on stage to horror on film, i'm having trouble sleeping even though im completely drained, i dont eat much but what i do is total crap. i felt awful today.

people look at me differently when i dont smile, like they are horribly disappointed in

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_raging March 15 2005, 03:45:24 UTC
i know this isn't really the point of your whole entry, but i just have to say:


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_raging March 15 2005, 03:46:33 UTC
i should also say i completely understand the need to vent and just feel pouty, and i'm not trying to downplay that or make you feel like you shouldn't say how you feel. i just hate when yr sad!

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reclaim March 15 2005, 16:45:35 UTC
thank you love. i need yr support, i just have no energy anymore...

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_raging March 15 2005, 17:07:31 UTC
well i can carry you..just let me know when we can come steal you away.

i love you, don't forget.

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bawls March 15 2005, 04:32:38 UTC
not that I've actually seen you recently but I'm not disapointed when you don't smile, I worry when you don't smile. It takes a lot to put you in a bad mood, and because people can tell when you're in a bad mood they know things are wrong. If anything I bet they're disapointed that they can't help. Incidentally let me know if there is anything I can do to help.

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chaosexiguus March 15 2005, 05:45:10 UTC
I agree. <3

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reclaim March 15 2005, 16:47:29 UTC
thank you dearheart, yr too sweet.

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bwinterose March 15 2005, 12:51:34 UTC
I'd love you if you were leprous and covered in purple polka dots and your teeth were rotting out. Smiling was never part of the contract.

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reclaim March 15 2005, 16:48:45 UTC
thank you love!

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viscera_lace March 15 2005, 14:08:35 UTC
i know i'm not around much, and i know you're busy, too, but i think about you a lot and i still think you're wonderful.
luckilly, all this busy-ness will wrap up before you know it and you'll have the time to rest up and do the leisurely things you like.
we can go to soundgarden! :)

you are so much the loved, and if you get a good night's sleep, all of your wildest dreams will come true.

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reclaim March 15 2005, 16:55:59 UTC
thank you ness. we really do need to plan that field trip!

vote for pedro.

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nonstopflights March 15 2005, 14:55:22 UTC
when you don't smile it makes me want to rip my own face off slowly with a carniverous plant!


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nonstopflights March 15 2005, 14:56:55 UTC
i forgot to spellcheck carnivorous. please substitute accordingly.

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reclaim March 15 2005, 16:53:46 UTC
haha, thank you adam. i really need to see you guys.

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nonstopflights March 15 2005, 17:00:45 UTC
trust me, we need to see you too. *hug*

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