I have a cold! It came from a seven-month-old relative! She stuck her hands in my hair, in my eyes, in my mouth, down my shirt. Spit up and snotified constantly, and gave me her cold. She has a two-year-old brother, who is also charming, but does not want to be carried around. Much easier to be distracted by them, than realize Aunt is terminal ( Read more... )

Insert miserable accidentally deleted post here. In short, Aunt has a new cancer, is getting chemo, and not expected to recover. On the upside, she has a baby granddaughter that spits up on me all the time.

School vacation. Had dinner with friend, who wore a familiar hat. It had an emotional connection, but no knowledge. I made it. This year ( Read more... )

I have not been able to make a decision. To give up on having my own children. When I woke up last year, to no uterus, it was bad. I put off thinking about how difficult and expensive it would be to have someone else carry my children. I still had my ovaries, and my family got pregnant easily. It was so easy to tell myself I would think about ( Read more... )

At work using their wireless; still not affording home internet, but! I will be attending Reunion this year, and my floor space will be available to any of you ( Read more... )

still here

got a new resume

got a car without a carb in it

got a few bills

got surety about not having kids

So yall been busy, getting engaged, breaking up, getting crushes and divorced parents, dying grandmothers and pets, lost jobs and new apartments. Ok. Here's my bit, and I'll get in touch with you ( Read more... )

When the software program at work crashed, I thought, someone else will have this happen and not know what to do. I should write that down. Today, the rough draft of Section 1 of my manual is 7 pages ( Read more... )

Somedays your petty side really wants to come and out wage war. I mean, mine does. Now ( Read more... )

My 'biological clock' moments generally consist of chatting with mothers and mothers-to-be about the merits of duct tape ( Read more... )