Shiiiit, it's been a while since I've updated this thing. God, life, thanks for finally slowing the FUCK down on me =D

Beth and I broke up (>_<) for a few reasons, all of which are between us. Love her to absolute death and she's still my best friend in the entire world (So much love you sweetheart) and I'm just glad we worked through stuff <3 ( Read more... )

Today was a less than good day. My jackets weren't in so I had to get loaner ones and then the large pants were pretty much small ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my first day in the dorms. After my mom dropped me off I walked down to the admissions to pay my deposit because the housing person didn't meet me as I was told. Anyway, the room is really REALLY nice. It's got a really deep tub and I HAVE A WALK IN CLOSET. It's basically better than the room I had at the apartment ( Read more... )

So, in exchange for listening to my grandparents come down hard on me about my weight (and tell me not to cry when I started to cry) they agreed to put down the initial $2,000 for the dorm and pay $300 a month ( Read more... )

I'm officially $9,000 away from being able to go.

And that hurts more than being $33,000 away. Because it's so close. *Sulk*

...All I need is my dorm cost to be paid. And I know my grandparents will turn me down for even that amount.

My surgery results aren't in. But I got my blood results back and my thyroid is still abnormal so they're upping my Levothyroxine ( Read more... )

I can't go to college ( Read more... )

So, I got my dorm assignment. A single in Sonoma hall (Which is in pretty much the center of all the food places and has the bigger rooms!). I move in on Feb 3rd. It's literally a minute or so away from the college itself.

Rooms are 14x11, bathrooms are 9x6

And...and...IM MOVINGOUT

Okay. I gotta admit. Things are looking up again. Beth & I seem to be okay after that little...problem...we ran into. I'm glad about that because really she is my best friend and I adore her with all my heart ( Read more... )

What do you do when the person you love more than live itself, the person who you want to be with forever and who has always been there for you...tells you that they don't want the one thing in life you've always, always wanted ( Read more... )