this is a dream i had ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel so alone, sometimes i feel so... so... lost in this maze of life. but then i see all these people i know, especially certain ones, and i become... happy. My best friend jon... he is always there, even though i've never asked him for anything, i just know he'd be there if i need it. Brent, he's quite harsh at times with the ( Read more... )

so... here are the lyrics :D:D ( Read more... )

Everything I've ever wanted
I've had to turn away

To see you there, i am haunted
and im going to say

I've never felt this way before
It feels so strange

I've rarely wanted something more
but im trapt within this cage

GOOD BYE
I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMETIME
GOOD BYE
LETS MAKE THE BEST OF THIS,
DONT WANNA SEE YOU CRY

so, if you are on my msn list, you may have noticed my name as RIP Bobby. Well, heres the story ( Read more... )

why is it i sit here and think... over think... think some more.. about things that i shouldnt think about. i think about what someone said... about the actions toward me, and how they mayhave reacted to what i said. it concerns me... especially when it comes to people acting slightly affectionate toward me... because its confusing. im ( Read more... )

well, i still dont know why i do it... i always think, NO dont nap, just goto bed earlier... well its 2 am, i didnt nap and im going to bed... stupid me.

take home midterms suck... i have been working on this one for just about ever... and now im gonna stop. done, no more, kill the pain...

so... bought a different domain name for my site, its now... www.badfuture.com i likes it.

so... my 3 friends moved in together awhile back... and now there is trouble in their house... basically... they want me to move in to... stupid people, rooming with good friends is a baddddd idea.

so... sushi... is sooooo gooood ( Read more... )