ever been in a crowded room, and felt like absolutly no one in there could ever truely understand you? That no matter how many people you talked you in that room, that you still felt alone, and empty?
Well that is how I feel.... everyday.
No matter how many people I talk to, I always end up alone.

I'm so tired of seeing my friends throw their lives away. Stop It.

Know what I am completely fed up with?(   )

I went to cananda this weekend. Well.... on saturday. My sister drives so slow, that it almost pisses me off a lot. Oh well. it was a 4 hour drive. I didn't like it much. I was really tired, but couldn't sleep. Maybe I should try comming home at a decent hour sometime? Instead of 1-2 a.m?  **sigh**

i hope Liz is ok. It makes me so sad that she is ( Read more... )

All I wanted was, when I hung up, for you to call me back... to see what is/was wrong. To see why I am so upset. Or to call me, and ask me what is on my mind, because you noticed I had a bad day. Or I was just not as happy as usual. Yea. You Love Me Alright.

But I guess that I am just asking to much. What is wrong with wanting to have people/ ( Read more... )

I woke up at 1 something today. I felt bad, because I wasted my whole day away. Liz called me shortly after I woke up (like..2 minutes after) (it was meant to be ( Read more... )

He just started... out of nowhere....  It took me a lil bit to realize what it was...

I still love you :)

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One time (I wont specify when) when I was really really sad. I went out to a book store, and I bought myself a  book (duh). I was looking for something to cheer myself up. And this is the book I found....

I think it might be about suicide...

( The Next Place.... )

I went to the fair/carnival/thing. Last night. It was pretty fun. I went on zero rides, but for some reason, the time pasted fairly quick. I saw so many people there that I know. I hung out with Luke (Pellitier) and I met his girl friend. She is so nice. I'm really glad they are happy. Oh. And I saw Seth, and talked with him. See... I thought he ( Read more... )

I don't talk like this often at all. So shut the fuck up. I'm not whining. I was just thinking.

( I didn't want to take up a lot of space on the main page )

This shit sucks. SHUT.THE.FUCK.UP.

That is all i want to say about that, BullShit. Moving on...

I went to windham yesterday. To hang out with Nick and Roy. Turns out we were going to be hanging out with Bry too. She is pretty cool. Megan came with us. So that just added to fun of stacking everyone into a car that can only seat 5 people. Sorry Roy ( Read more... )