All the more I try, all the more i get disappointed.

it is raining crazy outside. A big storm came in yesterday, causing a lot of hassle for the bay area commuters. Hopefully the heavy rains leave by today ( Read more... )

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I am watching Day After Tomorrow. It made me think what the future will really bring. I wonder what this coming year will bring me. Has it been eight years already since we entered the 2000's ( Read more... )

I should try to blog more. I read a lot of blogs, I envy how others can articulately put their thoughts down. I can hardly do it on my blog. I think I let so many things distract me. I have a million of things going on most of the time. I don't seem to have that special "moment" with myself. A moment where I can take a couple of minutes and just ( Read more... )

I have semi-moved into the apartment. I am not used to the feeling of being all alone when I am off from work. It was my first night to be all alone, it was different ( Read more... )

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i want to write about how noisy it is inside my head. i hear fragments of thoughts, flashes of rapid firing of ideas. I want to control it. i want to have full control of what i think or what thoughts comes into my head. But i can't. I have such no power over my mind ( Read more... )

I was diagnosed to be bipolar 3 years ago. The other day, the psychiatrist who has been seeing me told me that she will be moving to another place and will no longer be able to take care of my case ( Read more... )

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