in less than a week, bagong taon na naman. how can one year pass me by so fast. parang isang iglap lang ang taon at tapos na naman. this year have been a great year for me.

1. I did not get sick, in fact i have been out of medication since spring time.

2. I started to driving around March. From March-Dec, me dalawa na akong engkwentro. Isang ( Read more... )

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naglilipat ako ngayon sa mas malaking kwarto. kapag bago ang lugar yung mga dati mong gamit na parang ok naman at komportable dun sa dati, di na bagay sa kung san ka susunod na lilipat. parang ang sarap mamili ng mga bagong furniture na match-match. pero, di pupuwede ngayon, walang budget. papaano naman kasi, nahuli akong beating the red light. ang ( Read more... )

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i am deeply disturbed by the fact that one of the people i have known through message boards on a bipolar community commited suicide. Bipolar and Suicide is nowhere strange together. It seems like toothpaste and toothbrush together. Just the thought that Jackie committed suicide after months of frustration and desparation from finding medical help ( Read more... )

i had to post that mayette made my day the other day. i was visiting ( Read more... )

it has been 3 months since i stopped my mood stabilizers. i stopped taking my medication cold turkey. i just felt i don't want to go through all those pill poping every single day. i don't know what to say....i feel fear in knowing that im doing this against doctors instruction ( Read more... )

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there is an itch inside my brain...will somebody pls. scratch. pls. scratch it hard. oh geez this is what i get for getting new doors. my doors were changed. so my room had to be re-arranged to suit the new door. i can't stand changes, i have to operate on one particular system or i get disoriented and lost. early sign of mania.i haven't been ( Read more... )

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