its been awhile but i guess i feel like posting again ( Read more... )

i dont believe in me

i have destroyed my only phone, been screwed by us bank by them holding charges for OVER 2 weeks untill i over drafts, then posting them and putting me in the hold alomost 500 buck, had to break down and borrow money from my mom,and to coup de grac have just been stood up ( Read more... )

i came close to crying tonight, my phone went through the washer, its out for an indefinate amount of time.no $, i'm going to break its only a matter of time, i dont know what to do

my life is really in shambles at this point. wait,work,worry,sleep over and over.i've started to get a twitch under my left eye, i dunno what its from proally the stress i keep forcing but i dont know its just annoying ( Read more... )

i really dont know if anyone reads this anymore but it does help me in some way i think.i'm not sure but i think ( Read more... )

"fall/winter" seems to be just about upon us and things yet again have gone off course ( Read more... )

Pick 10 of your lj friends and say something about them--something you wouldn't be able to say to their faces ( Read more... )

work doesnt call, the recruiter doesnt call, jo doesnt call.

1st off i am against any publicity that the events of 9/11 other than an article or a less than 8 minute news report...having fucking hours long movies,specials,exclusives,recaps,looking backs, coapings,and fiasco's is nothing but a ploy for cash. seeing as how any simple person knows that 99% of the media is nothing but attention whores see this ( Read more... )