It's kinda funny... I get so busy feeling sorry for myself, I forget that the major reason I get depressed is selfish thinking. Thinking "Why do I never get what I want?" is not going to get me anywhere. It seems so obvious... but I think it's human nature to think selfishly. Otherwise, everybody would always be helping other people and there would ( Read more... )

I don't feel like explaining it all here. I think this pretty much covers it.

Spiraling downward
Toward a sickening darkness
Vision blurs
As racing thoughts force tears to fall
Mostly uncomprehendable
Except one that stabs deeper every time

Used.And long, long ago ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel an aching nothingness inside of you? The kind that takes away your breath and brings tears to your eyes? Do you ever feel like you're wandering aimlessly through your life without ever finding OR knowing what you're looking for ( Read more... )

Two, four, six, eight..
She laid them down on the counter in little pairs, as if they somehow needed to not be alone as she always was.
Ten, twelve, fourteen, sixteen, eighteen.. Eighteen. That was enough. She thought to herself that if she hit that twenty mark.. only then would something really be wrong. She chuckled to herself, examining ( Read more... )

So I was talking to Neil.. Blah blah blah skipping to the point here... I found out that SOMEBODY.. a guy.. that I'm sure I know or at least seen before, that is DDR obsessed and goes to some arcade a lot, went to the same mental hospital as me. He's also my age. Hmmm.. Broom's my age. Who else is my age? I am on a mission to find out who this guy ( Read more... )

It was funny, because when I woke up yesterday morning, one of my first thoughts was.. "Phew, I don't have that bad of a hangover." And then a bit later, I had the worst headache ever and had to keep thinking to myself "Don't throw up don't throw up don't throw up." I guess I went over my limit. THANKS A LOT MUFFIN!!! ..jk. Surprisingly though, I ( Read more... )

I should be at APP right now.

I just updated (sorta) my other LJ, but there are some things on my mind that I just can't say there. This is basically just a rant because I'm confused and stuff (as always ( Read more... )

I am so upset! I don't know why nienor08 went all psycho over me and goodnighttoday having a little fun.

I am so going to kick ilovebarneymore out of the house. They keep on stealing my condoms!

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I'll actually update.. later.

Snickers.

Squealing happily just a day ago.

To hold her lifeless body in my hands.

No one thing has made me cry harder than that.

I'll always remember and love you.
Rest in peace.