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Never Mess with Sunday
Life seems to be a maze. Taking a chance on the direction you take. BUt every direction i seem to take is just a dead end.
Im complety new to all of this. I dont know what to do, how to go about it, anything.
It sucks.
I want the answers cause everything i do seems to be wrong.
i love you. -
American horror story
Christmas time is here.
Mom is gone.
Dad is gone.
Grandma is gone.
I have my brothers and my other grandma. But it's never the same anymore. As much as I try to do the same traditions as my mother did it never works out. I guess for them to work you have to be married with children.
I have a child but not married. Not in our own house. Don't have a ( Read more... ) -
Walk to remember
Got a text today about if I needed help moving anywhere they would help. Very random since things have been going well.... Except for today....
I'm always doing wrong
Always being called stupid
Always being told no to sex
I don't feel beautiful anymore
When things like this happen I second think my life and what the fuck I'm doing. How I feel that if ( Read more... ) -
Mind blown
My mind is going a mile a min right now. I can't sleep. And don't want to study... Like I have a panic attack.
Watched a tv show where they were talking about memory loss and forgetfulness.. And mostly for younger people its due to trauma. My life for the past couple of years has been nothing but trauma. Been trying to make things better but things ( Read more... ) -
Northern wind
It's almost been 4 years since my mother has passed... And to think that I don't have a parent anymore is unbelievable. When one is still alive but just drops off the face of the earth. Like oh your mom is gone so I don't need to take care of you anymore. Kind of like the movie Ever After.
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All of this.
Ada got my present. And she loved it ( Read more... ) -
Love is a fast song
58 years. Still so young.
How does that happen to someone. How does someone forget it?
Forget everything you ever said to hurt my feelings. How you helped me live?
How do I live with the fact that you aren't here. -
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In the end. All I have is my love. And I'll fight for it -
summer tounges
I feel that some things In my life that I can change... I choose not to... like I'm punishing myself. or hoping that people will learn. I'm always wrong.
I'm completely alone all the time.
one person can help me with this. but ill stay here waiting.
confused.
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