what an odd thing. to look back at people, and realize there is no door back to who you were then and the bond had. it's simply gone. and its only photographs and remember whens, to even keep that person in memory. it's one of the only thing that effects me; thing i cant do anything about. friendships that cant be fixed..i dont even know what i am ( Read more... )

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i cut my self some bangs today. the ones i had were so long from like..may-ish. but i like bangs. they look nice. i drank like 3 cups of decaf coffee. blah to no caffiene. i feel, when i think out loud, i am just so unarticulate. but to me it seems a waste to articulate when the listeners arent listening or are uninterested. michelle wants to hang ( Read more... )

not eating organic seems so ignorant. WHY
why would you not want to . . . . .
every day is really strange. maybe the lack of rest lately. but

admiration and acceptance Vs. envy and self-improvement ( Read more... )

I painted my room about..70% today. Purple is an insane color, I can't belive i haven't been attracted to it earlier in life, but now it's here. It's a sweat box in my room, but it was fine to paint in because for some reason i enjoy sweating. It's a bit uncomfortable when lots of people are around because they associate it with gross, but i ( Read more... )

I put aloe vera lip stuff on my lips, its intently potent. it actually stings to a degree. or numbs,its quite enjoyable, really. but i was thinking and i heard women put prep. H on their puffy eyes, but i put this aloe stuff cause its numbing. it feels good, but i havent checked to see if it did anything. my eyes arent even puffy. just ..trying ( Read more... )

Wait in line ( Read more... )

Wait in line ( Read more... )