Okay so Update, Well, Charlies party was cool so Byron and I got the idea to rent that same place out once every two months and throw huge party's of our own. Problem is its a bit exspensive so he and I are going to be raising money for a while so if you see us why not help out ? Therell be no restrictions on whose invited we just need a place to ( Read more... )

Last night was crazy, thanks charlie, happy b-day man, byron and I have an idea, stay tuned for further notes!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM coming home today, if you wish i'd just stayin jersey dont reply to this. I noticed something today, it seems everytime i go to jersey, i come back and my life is a living shitstorm, and now, it seems I have made it so again....funny how I suck

Another year by myself, happy new year...

I cleaned my slate, and now you know, what you choose do now is your choice.

I thought about it today, and im leaving in a year and a half, for the rest of my life, i've heard stories from adults saying you never get your younger years back, I know that now. Jessi, I love you, from the bottom of my heart with all of my soul. I wish to god I had known it sooner, over the years ive asked so much from myself, and now i have to ( Read more... )

I sat by the lake in the freezing rain thinking tonight, what can I say anymore, i mean, what is there to say, i wont complicate her life, she's happy, and in the end thats what i wanted from the start, im tired of exerting myself so much for nothing in return, i only wish to say three words to her, but i cant bring myself to say them, every inch ( Read more... )

I ran up there tonight, in the rain, i was about to say what ive said in my head a million times before, he called her, right then, she smiled at the words that crossed his lips, i couldnt, i didnt, who am i to pry the smile of a loved one? behind her sealed eyes she'll miss all that ive done for her, im still waiting here, my dear, you could have ( Read more... )

ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother, kill or be killes spilled the words from your mother, ill lay awake for a while, ill leave the light on a while...but you had better tings to do, You never could tell a lie......

Ill move the knife, to show you of my cut, With the worst of truth, from here i drew no blood. Buried beneath the snow lies the truth, and only the newfound flurries, can reveal its harsh intent.