this is my last post, so in leaving i say fuck you livejournal, youve brought me nothing but pain, lies and deceit. I guess in a lot of ways this is a symbolic goodbye that stands for everything im tired of. so ill start and those who care to read this have fun. Goodbye to false friends, goodbye to false loves, goodye to false people. I dont ( Read more... )

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im going out with kaitlin tomorrow night, IM so excited

you know, i was listening to some music at work and a song came on, and oldies song and i started thinking about it, and I realised that you really cAN TELL EVERYTHING YOU need to know about how a person feels about you just by kissing them, its amazing really...... the only problem is most people cant interpret a kiss, but for us lucky ones that ( Read more... )

Partys still on, just like the postal service we get it on in the rain the sleight and the snow, lets go

im tired of working so other people will like me, new rule, from now on anyone who wants me has to work for it, sat. nights gonna be the judge.

I wrote this today, but its not for you, you asked too much, you pushed to far, so now i write this poem while im driving in my car, it was always a question left unanswered, another riddle in a pile of lies, pages upon pages feelings, time and time again where my heart died, but did it matter, i think not, you didnt even say goodbye i guess you ( Read more... )

Fuck it im leaving, all I wanted was to say goodbye.

IM going on a diet, im sick of myself, I hate myself, im telling you, wait untill you see me from when i get back from the cruise, you wont know me i promise. All my life people have been saying, youve gotta learn to love yourself, and you can do anything if you set your mind to it well i just want to say first off, fuck you you lazy hippie to ( Read more... )

well heres an update, Jessi cant say anything because she doesnt know, and she agree's that i deserve to know but she cant tell me because she doesnt know. Im tired but so restless, i cant stand it. I know how much she cares for matt, and honestly i say congrats to you sir beacsue i know not whether anything would be different if she wanst with him ( Read more... )