why do i get drunk so much I am starting to not be able to remember the sober moments. Wow that was a lame entry.

Ok. last night was a break from so called "music" and a chance to slip into a world and grasp what REAL music is once again. Last night i saw the mars volta and nothing existed outside of that room. PURE MUSIC, PURE ENERGY Wow i was very impressed. This is what music is. i was surrounded by romanticism. It was dark but spirtual and different. This ( Read more... )

I can never say what i want to say. The time has come but I am lost. Now it has passed. I've found my way. I was tied to you tight like a rope. It's getting tighter. Can you breathe? This tie became a noose. It's killing me, in killing you. The fog turns to smoke. It hurts to breathe it in. What was so magical now becomes an end. Can you see? ( Read more... )

who would've known it could happen to me? Everyday people get sick or go away. And i always think even if it is my best friends parents or a really close friend i never think it could hit so close to home. Having your father in the hospital because of heart problems is as close as it can get aside from having him die. This is as real as it get and ( Read more... )

Here I am. I thought I was lost. I tend to feel that way a lot. I feel like i havent updated myself on whats going on in my life lately, in way too long. So, I have spent everyday being afraid and i realize now that a lot of people do. I was afraid that I will lose every person i come across, every person i grow close to, and then when i thought i ( Read more... )

There was a moment in my life a very small moment, where death felt ok. I felt like at that moment i could die and not regret anything or wish i had done something or anything different. It was bliss, it was peace. I felt like i was dying as the harmonious lyrics and instrumental verses of coldplay played in the background of my thoughts. my friend ( Read more... )

I hope you guys like my poem. I am exposed ( Read more... )

Relationships give me too many opportunities to think.

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Hello. wow has it been a long time. Would ya look at that. life has been a blast lately. I can't explain my past weeks in one entry. I met someone i really enjoy. Well actually i didnt just meet her. We have known eachother since last year. But never quite got around to being good friends. Now we have hanging out the past few days and I adore her. ( Read more... )