I know I havent Update In a while..

Sorry About That.

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idreamofalchemy

thanks everyone.

wow the day before yesterday was filled with a lot of news. so my mom is having a baby. wow definetly big news. it trips me out becaus ei will have a sibling that is 17 years younger thaN I AM and 21 year younger than my sis, even 13 years younger than my lil sis. yikes. CRAZY. how should i feel about this? my mom lives in ny so it doesnt seem real ( Read more... )

sorry my text wont show for some reason no matter how many times i change it so just highlight to read it, if you actually want to.

so i have tried to make these words as clear as i possibly could for some time now. there has been a letter written, stuffed in an envelope that even has a stamp on it and it is still yet to be delivered. or even sent. There are so many things i want to say to people. Jessica Verdi, i denno if i you read this but the letter is for you. I have been ( Read more... )

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So here i am in Texas. WOw why did i think it would all be desert and hicks here? we are close to dallas but still, it is nothing like i thought. i pictured a little town with a piggly wiggly and dirt. THere are trees and green everywhere. Today when i woke up it was beautiful and sunny so i went for a swim, 10 minutes after i got out dark clouds ( Read more... )

SO here i sit, contemplating life, reality, and what it al lmeans as i tend to do quite often. Some things in this world are so contreversal, but who could have thought they could be so beautiful? ARe there ever songs you listen to, that make you feel like you are happy to be where you are not just physically but mentally and in your life? Just ( Read more... )

Well now i thought of something, since i can't organize my thoughts right now, I was just reminded of the emo songs ashley and i make up ( Read more... )

FUck. I don't feel like writing.