(Italics = Tara.... I play Willow in this exchange.)(This is for the RP other_worlds"Oscuran implarin solistine..." I could feel the air around me shift as the energies moved in and out around my body. The purples, blues, and greens of the earths energies shifted, forming loops, floating dots and moving lights. Closing my eyes and resting my elbows on my knees ( Read more... )

When I saw her eyes fill with tears it was like my heart was breaking into a million pieces. Without thinking about it I leaned up over the table and put a hand on her shoulder, letting the hand slid down until it was holding her upper arm. my face twisted in pain and concern as I watched her. My mind was racing and it wasn't even editing, it was ( Read more... )

'She always believed in me?' In part I was shocked at this, but in another part, I just felt like an idiot, like I should have known that from the start. I swallowed and decided that maybe this would be a good time to tell her ( Read more... )

I was trying to keep all my pieces together, and conidering how I felt, I knew I was doing pretty well. I couldn't help but continue to wish that I could be stronger and do a better job at it. 'I wonder what Tara thinks of me? Seeing me like this?' Her hand then touched mine and I nearly jumped, not thinking that she would be touching me, not like ( Read more... )

I looked up and let a sadly brave smile cross over my lips, catching her eyes and holding onto them for a few moments. Goddess how I missed those eyes, goddess how I missed her, being with her, even if this was 'just coffee ( Read more... )

I raised my eyebrows at the cookie comment. I did pick up on her tone, which lifted my heart a little more and my expression. 'Careful, can't get too excited too quickly.' I told myself, logically I knew that this was the right thing to do, but my heart wasn't listening to anything it seemed besides its own wanting Tara ( Read more... )

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I knew it couldn't be anyone but her, but somehow I prayed internally that it wasn't her, that it was one of my colleagues, one my students, one of my teachers, Dawn, Xander, anyone but her. But I knew in my mind, how it could be anyone but her. I could feel her eyes on my, but I didn't feel like I could meet them, ( Read more... )

"Duh"I couldn't help but flinch internally at the word. It seemed to make my all ready heavy heart drop lower then it had previously been, which at first I thought would be impossible-- guess I was wrong. She mentioned Dawn's name and I still remained looking confused as ever. She noted my confusion and continued. When she rolled her eyes I could ( Read more... )

I was too lost in my own world, eyes glued to the tiles in front of my feet, my hearing being caught up in the song that I had placed on repeat. ("30 minutes by T.a.T.u.") Yes, it was depressing me out of my mind, but I felt like I deserved that right now, that I needed to feel like my heart was breaking all over again ( Read more... )

‘18 months to the day. It’s been so long. Buffy dying. Tara leaving. My rampage. Faith. Angel. Dawn. Xander and Anya. It’s like they’re not even separate anymore, I think if I just pushed both of their names together it would be just as affective XanderAnya. How can so much happen in such a, well, short period of time. Buffy, my best friend in the ( Read more... )