Im deleting this Journal and making a new one to get rid of some people =)
I'll contact the ones I still want to stay in contact with...
Peace Out!

To my ex: Im sorry things are like this... If your moving on, I will too... I do still care about you ( Read more... )

Ive made a new friend.
Ive made an enemy.
hahahahahhahahahahahha
Trust is so hard to come by.
I cant believe I fell into that hole... damn... that could have been the end of me...
New friends are always good to pull people back up. =)

Can you believe this...
I like my life
Its odd. Good, but odd. I feel like Ive grown so much. Ive adapted to more girls now. I love each and every one of them. Mary-Jane, Melanie, Brandy, Melissa, Olivia, Page, Jessi, Victoria... I hang out with guys that actually are nice at school. There is no pressure. I dont feel like I have to live up to ( Read more... )

This is nothing but pics of me... I havent gotten the ones from the actual night from which these were taken yet. If you dont want to go through the torture of seeing my face do NOT click "More". =)


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( If You Care To Know )

Note to all friends on LJ: I hate all hypocrits

Note to self: You are a hypocrit

and so are YOU

[That you is NOT directed towards Matt/Noodz]

Im tired of everyone thinking I am referring to him... yea I miss him but not every fucking thought that runs through my head is about him...

..but it is directed towards a certain [GUY] indiviual on

Im sorry ( Read more... )

I dont want this feeling inside me anymore
I want to know I am trying for a reason
I dont want to end up as a faliure
I want to know you really dont mean what you said [in your latest entry ( Read more... )

Im going to do it
Im going to call him
Tonight
Im swallowing my pride
and tearing this wall between us down

Sometimes people build walls just to see who will tear them down...

Im expecting the best
and preparing for the worst...

I still think about you
I still wonder about you
I still dream about you
I still worry about you
I still miss you
I still need you
I still l...

I really need to move on...