once there was a man named burnie.


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I figured it out. I really did this time. I know exactly what's wrong with me. And It's something I should have been able to pick up on earlier. Oh god I'm a horrible human being. How is it that everytime I try to bring people in, I push them away? Why does that happen? Why do I always try for the impossible? I can't blame anyone but myself for the ( Read more... )

Evolution becomes the species to build the society which makes a government which betrays its people which causes a revolution, revolution is evolution of the classes starting with the masses and breaking through the boundaries of convention and conformity reminding us all where we come from. To be reminded that we are not invincible as we once ( Read more... )

not a whole lot to say, I'm actually stealing an entry from here to put on myspace, an abstract of some sort.

Something stirs within. Something deeper, older, angrier. Something big, something ugly, something that is not friendly. Something that wants out, I can only keep it in with all my strength. If that should fail, then all is lost. It hurts inside, it hurts because this thing that was suddenly awakened is upset, it wants out, it's clawing its way up ( Read more... )

I will defend that statement to my death. Also, teenagers are the stupidest fucking people ever. God damn I hate most of them all. A few are all right. Everyone here is all right. God dammit I'm sick of high school. You know why I'm sick of high school? The pressure from your peers. Jesus it's ridiculous these days. If you don't know what kind of ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have senior pictures in the morning, soccer practice in the afternoon, and work right after that. Fuck.

Soccer started today, and it sucked. Door closed on that subject, okay kiddies? More important is my mental state, or rather, how I feel about things and which people suck. What things do I feel about, well eveyrthing really I'm questioning myself for the first time in my life. I don't like it at all so I have been spending a lot of time "In- ( Read more... )

and i'm the only one left.

This is some kind of strange shit I wrote a while ago. What it's about becomes fairly clear a little bit into it ( Read more... )