I found this on one of my friend's blogs and liked it. Makes sense.

A Meditation on Maturity

by: LINA54__

Maturity isn't about no longer doing stupid shit but rather about no longer blaming it on someone else. Now, you need to take reponsibilty for your actions. Growing up isn't about no longer saying dumb things but about knowing that you need to ( Read more... )

so you are probably tired of hearing this but i'm gonna
say it anyways. taft dance team did awesome at their
competition this weekend and i am super proud. =]

and my.."buddy" lol carlos went to watch! and he
brought me flowers and it was nice. lol and today we
went out. we were gonna see a movie but i had to
choreograph with dan so it would run too ( Read more... )

And we feel like rain when the words all sound the same,
in the lifeless corners of this empty frame.

ah so. things have changed since my last update. i officially hate men. && i officially only trust about 5 people. lol winter break's been really fun, i really needed it. i finally cleared my head & figured out some stuff. plus christmas wasn't so ( Read more... )

so this weekend really really really sucked.
friday the 13th finally brought me bad luck.
it had to have been the worst timing ever for
me to realize that this superstition is true.
i did something very stupid & i hurt someone 
who i've already hurt a hell of a lot of times.
and he's the last person i wanted to hurt.
{AND taft lost against birmingham. =[ ( Read more... )

so matise is over.
we broke up today.
please don't ask questions.
it's not your business, it is mine.
&& please no asking why.
my decision.
my reasons.

thank you.

dance team practice starts tomorrow!
ahh.
i'm nervous but i'm soooo excited!
football season's coming up!
woot.
=]

A While ago.

OverHills FarAwy: ya...i dont like getting close to people cause i either hurt that person or i get hurt, its like setting ur self up to be disapointed ( Read more... )

um. i hate him. he's dying, he doesn't understand. he's sick. he's has to go to the hospital. he could leave any second. i hate him for doing this. i hate him for being so stubborn and careless. wtf. why doesn't he get it? gr. sorry. my grandpa's dying. and he's an inconsiderate bastard so he won't fucking go to the damn hospital for a damn chance ( Read more... )

.i've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks.

[[<3]]

time for a recap, huh? well..let's start with the good stuff:

i've been going out with matan for over a month now and it's been..amazing. he's incredible. he's all i wanted. and i feel soo lucky. i love him, and that would be scary to say if it was any other guy but for some reason ( Read more... )

So this is the new year....and i don't feel any different.

2006, wonder what this year will bring. hm. Mine was ok. New year's eve kinda sucked.Except for the fact taht i got to see titanic lol god i love thath movie. yea well new year's i was at my grandma's. i saw titanic and the exorcism of emily rose.  it wasn't scary at all. and besides that ( Read more... )