I'm really sick of people insulting me and fucking with my head. It's like, I fell out of touch with some old friends, and none of them can be happy that we're back in touch again ( Read more... )

So... Has Karma finally come around to bite me in the ass? It just may have ( Read more... )

It's 4:00am and I'm really tired... My computer is broken so I'm using Duncans.. But YAY! I only have to work today and then I have Mon & Tues off! FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

I'm still kind of disturbed by this whole Marco thing. I messaged him just to see when he gets back, IF he's coming back, just so I can see him and get over it. It's a passing issue, for sure ( Read more... )

So, the closer I get to owning my own house, the more I feel distanced from Duncan. I do love him, but he whines, and can be a very clingy PAIN a lot of the time. I miss my friends, and REAL summers where work wasn't an issue. Where I could see my friends, and they weren't all tied up with jobs, boyfriends, the military, whatever. Speaking of the ( Read more... )

So things HAVE started to brighten up a bit. A couple of small arguments later, I'm less stressed and I think Duncan is too ( Read more... )

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So I went to bed last night at 3AM... Woke up when Duncan came home on lunch at 12:30PM. Like, dude.. I need to start sleeping at normal times. We don't get to sleep together much anymore because I'm always so wide awake til like 3, 4, or 5 in the morning. I'm starting to feel a bit bad. I know he thinks it's because I don't want to sleep around ( Read more... )

I wrote a long time ago that if I dragged my realtionship on much longer with Caleb, he would probably never speak to me again.

I don't know how soon after we broke up...

But he doesn't speak to me anymore.

Sometimes I sit here and think, pray, and HOPE that this shit is just a phase. The whole not wanting a future thing grinds on the "other me"'s nerves. I'll lay this out plain as far as these two entities that I have within me.. So that anyone who MAY read this will understand, and maybe I'll derive a bit of understanding myself ( Read more... )