oncecalledlover
+me, this is the end.

Sorry for what i said. I never meant for you to see it, and i never meant to hurt you. Really i am so sorry. I love you.

So i chipped my tooth on chinese food... that was odd. Good thing i am goign to the dentist in a few days ( Read more... )

I am better than that, better than this.
Honestly trying to put the past in the past.
Your cute, but i think we both know somethings just not there.
opptimism, yay!

Walking past I saw your glance ( Read more... )

Theres got to be something missing
Something that we simply overlooked
Day in and day out
Nothing ever gets better
Nothing stays the same
Nobody sees me
You don't hear me
I can't tell you
You'll never understand
I set out in hopes of finding the missing peice of life
Theres got to be something we simply couldn't see with our eyes
Something deeper
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home sick
just made the coolest pic ever and it got royaly fucked up, still looks cool but not as cool and i am too lazy to take the time to do it again
i dont want to work today, and i dont have to
i have to do homework later, not now

i cannot determine weather i had a good time tonight or not. Something about them rubs me the wrong way. Even him, who i had a mad crush on since day one, who even now still makes me nervous, i dont think he even knows im alive. There those few times when we were in my living room and i caught him looking at me, i probly just had food on my face ( Read more... )

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my optamisitc mood got a nut shot today, Self esteme botomed out and i just felt like shit for a good 2 hours. I am ugly, self centered, annoying, insecure, oppinionated and have relationship issues. Thanks Tom, i guess you didnt have to try all to hard to make me cry after all, you just had to say how you really felt. But if i annoy you so much ( Read more... )