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my poor sweet darling dog of 11 years, mr. gerald "jerry" copernicus carter is sadly dying. yes, poor boy has a lung tumor and cannot breathe hardly at all. sprouted out of nowhere about a month ago. came so quick! leaves us so shocked. i blame all those goddam long nights and cigarettes he shared and smoked with my sister. little guy. i am so sad ( Read more... )

tuesday night i really didn't want to go at first, but me sarah matt and janiners ended up going to see hank williams the 3rd and the murder junkies at la zona rosa. hank 3 was pretty cool, and played two full sets, one drunk country (three favorite song vocabs: shotguns, whiskey, marijuana) and the other full blown louisiana harcore (he swung his ( Read more... )

matt dewitt eats cake with his hands ( Read more... )

today i'm 20. cue the most anxious year of my life ( Read more... )

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again it's cool outside. yay. excuse me, i need to fetch some more whiskey.

tonite was nice, and alone. you know what i realized? i haven;t had a nice alone weekend nite to myself in a long time. back when i was a loser at UTSA and didn't have a job, that was my primary impetetus for ( Read more... )

it's really cold outside. i really like it. makes me wish i had some more cigarettes ( Read more... )

tonight did not work at like i expected it too....but i did not expect anything, so why am i surprised ( Read more... )

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here are some photos i would like to share. sometimes we all need to catch up! here we go:


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