I admit it, my username is stolen. But, I can't stand to even think about him anymore so I had to change it. So, for the few of you that still read this crapola, my new username (and a more appropriate one I might add)is biggestscrewup. It would have been thebiggestscrewup (since that's what I feel like lately) but it wouldn't fit. Oh well.

Just incase you didn't realize by my last entry it really pisses me off that so many people are hipocrytes. Especially when you thought it was someone who atleast had a little bit of care for you. Not that it matters me that he doesn't care-he shouldn't, but that's shitty. Why does he feel that when he does something it's ok and when I do it I'm ( Read more... )

Dear Christopher:
QUIT IT

Hypocrite

-Me

Daniel is awesome
I miss him so very much
One day he'll be mine

Yeah, Daniel really is great and I thought everyone would like to know that.

Just after I updated and mentioned Daniel not talking to me anymore he signed on. It was kinda strange. It was nice to know he missed me and is still going to talk to me though. Although I must say that I am still worried, I see it turning out terribly. Maybe I just need to be more optimistic...

A couple of good things have happened lately and now it's pretty much down the drain. Sweed came home Friday and today him and mom got in a fight. I figured it would happen and I'm actually surprised it lasted this long. I'm sure they'll get over it but I wish it wouldn't have happened. Another thing is I was talking to this amazing guy named ( Read more... )

Just when I think everything's ok something else happens that makes me feel like it's all going to go down the drain just like before. Why must it be this way? It's so unfair. Can't I be happy for more than just a week or so?

This might actually work...The idea that it might makes me happy. I'm worried though, so many things could go wrong. I'm hoping they don't. I think it's time something this good happened to me. I'm still worried that it might end up the same way as before but I'm hoping not...I'm not gonna hold my breath though ( Read more... )

It's so much like it was with Charles that I'm scared out of my mind...

Nothing else matters ( Read more... )