Just when things are starting to look better I find a way to fuck it all up!!

I have no idea what my problem is but I just can't get it right. And by "it" I mean life!

Christ I'm fucking stupid!

I've decided it's time to start doing yoga! So far it isn't easy and counting calories sucks. McDonald's was fun today! I got a smoothie that was 220 calories and a fish sandwich that that was also 220. I want to stop drinking soda too but my will power is almost nonexistent ( Read more... )

It was nice to sleep in a little bit today. But nothing really happened that I want to happen. I didn't study and go out to the mountains like I wanted to ( Read more... )

Going to start looking into joining a gym starting a new diet. Not really sure whether or not I'm ready to get fast food. I know I'm not happy where I am and it needs to change.

Maybe I just need a little extra time to get over quitting cigarettes.

I've been going to school since October and I thought by now I would've lost a little bit of weight. That is not the case. I have managed to stay the exact same weight as when I started. I know I don't eat right but I don't eat so horribly that I wouldn't lose any weight at all. It has to be that I don't have any time to work out. Between going to ( Read more... )

I was hoping for better news today ( Read more... )

Jen's birthday is the 17th and I can't afford to do what I had wanted to do for her. No strip club for Jen. But I know what I'm going to get her for her birthday ( Read more... )

Decided to spend the day at home with my family today. I've spent the past two days hanging out with friends and playing catch up with sleep ( Read more... )

Over the last week things haven't been too great. I was worried about making my car registration on time but my tax refund came in the mail and I got it done today ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't spend enough time out of my car. I'm sick of driving and all I really want to do is have a day all to myself with no one else around ( Read more... )