i dont really understand what is going on with my life...thi situation is not worth all of this drama...it really isnt...im hurting too much and now this person will too...but shes the dumbass that ...i dont know..i wish that i could just not care but i do..its hard not too..ilove him too much and shes trying to take it away...trying to experience ( Read more... )

ok..first things first

not preggers!!

second...im on birth control..haha FINALLY!!

THATS ALL

so ive been spending this weekend actually at home and packing all my things to get ready to move..i have all my ikea shit and costco things..haha..im ready to roll ( Read more... )

soo im not appreciating the entire period on and off thing..i either have it or i dont..grr....not cool...oh well

so i wake up today and lo and behold...period has arrived..umm remember the time when it hasnt shown up since novemeber? why now?! oh ya cause my doctor appointment is on wednesday...retarded..im going to go in and say im sorry you cant check me cause the reason im here has arrived and theres no way through that!! uggg!!! i knew this was gonna ( Read more... )

sooooo!!!!! ya..not feeling well today...i woke up with ovies going die!! i dont understand!! but ya..i woke up nauseous and almost threw up after eating carrots and taking my vitamins..oh dear ( Read more... )

sooo my appointment for the doctor is in 2weeks..im scared cause i dont know what theyre gonna say...

i was at cvs today and the biggest pain ive ever gotten on my left ovary occured..it was like it was gonna explode..it was weird...i felt it like bubbling...

:(

im so happy..its not even funny..well it is...i have the best lover i have ever had..sigh* i love him so much...i hope that we can be together soon...its all complicated as to the situation we are in...but im happy and so is he..im still single..technically..but im devoted to him...i hope that this happiness will last for a long time..i dont ever ( Read more... )

so why is it that..once a year..i have to go through the pregnant...??? stage..for reals..its not cool....im nauseous way to much..its recockulus...(ya i totally just made a new spelling of that word) im gonna throw up..not cool...i hope that due to the fact i havent had a period since november that pregnancy is an impossible deal...although i ( Read more... )

ya..so im really tired of the emotional roller coaster that i have been riding since summer began... i seem to be crying everyday...the tiniest things are triggering me off...its not only drama with guys...cause really theres not much there...im just tired of being the one to call..so far i havent tried to get ahold of him.. im making plans with ( Read more... )