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today was interesting. the assemlby during second period wa stupid. i could have gotten so much work on my isu but no we had to have a "safe grad" assembly where they showed two power point slides meant to scare us out of drinking and having a good time at grad. it was relly gay. arg! then i went to work where i cleaned all friggin day. i went to ( Read more... )

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So grads coming up and I am SO excited. I didn’t think I would be. I hated grade 8 grade and I refused to go when Mac first asked me last year.. So I figured that I wouldn’t want to go this year. I guess I have grown up or something! This year is going to be totally different. It’s my grad to start off with……… I have a 300-dollar dress, and yes I ( Read more... )

last night once i had written stuff in my lj i packed up richards things but i couldnt find a box so i carried it over to my car which daddy fixed for me and then i drove to west hamilton to his house where he wasnt home from night school yet. so i cried with his mum and listend to her speach that shes giving in toronto this weekend. shes an ( Read more... )

i dont know what happened. or whats going to happened.all i know is that everything was fine. and then this took a turn for the worse when a lousy decision was made in chatham and now, as of today its all over. rich says he just feels nubm. i wish i could say the same. when i got into my house i collapsed on the floor in a pile of sobs and scraems ( Read more... )

Trying to describe the thoughts in my head, what I am feeling and what I am going through is like trying to describe the moment right before you die, when your life flashes before your eyes. I can feel myself becoming self-destructive. On the drive home tonight I so desperately wanted to just throw the car into a tree so that I wouldn’t have to ( Read more... )

well tomorow rich leaves for chatham. i was supposed to be getting my wisome teeth removed on thursday but the surgen cancelled. jerk.my tattoo is itchy and i want to scratch but cant. ahahahahahh its driving me crazy. i am so proud of richard. he has workedso hard at this drama sears thign and i really hope that he does well. i know he will. h eis ( Read more... )

so i guess i pisses mike off. okay. well thats up to him i guess. i dont really care this whole thing is fucking stupid ( Read more... )

It has just gone midnight. I miss Richard. I hate never seeing him I was at is house last night we watched the end of train spotting and the beginning of anchorman. But we never talk. We never connect any more. I miss napping with him and sleeping with him goofing around in bed with him, getting emails, or comments on my lj. Where are you???????? I ( Read more... )